#1867 Aurora Cantus: Before the Listening

His message arrived
“can you give this a look”

I tried to carry it

no song named
no path laid
only a handoff in midair

as if my ear were waiting
as if my time were open ground
the way a chair is pulled out
before you’ve chosen to sit

I held the message a moment
felt its edges, unmarked

not heavy by intent
but heavy all the same

and somewhere beneath it
a smaller voice — 
my own, several years ago 
stung by unsolicited advice
unsugared

so I soften the edge

I will listen, I say
when the hour loosens
but I cannot take notes
in this season of my own

I lose my way awhile
through the maze of doors

then find my hands again

and wish him well
without opening the door

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